Thursday, April 9, 2009

My Childhood Memory 自叙——儿时记忆




他很惭愧和感到很羞耻,
在他儿时在清真寺读过3年的书,清真寺是以传播宗教为目的的地方,那里传播极端的宗教思想,贴满了宗教的标语。。。
Talq Toloq(voice of shoes when it 's bigger than your feet and you walk in road and other person hears the voice)
This is 23th my life spring. Mom says I have been give birth in remote village of Jaghori district of Ghazni province. Her Father has got married with one of peasant’s girl.
I remember the time heading in mosque school (it's main duty is to teach children about religion) moments and old scholar clad in black clock and turban, white bread shacking deadwood in hand which was getting me anxious completely.
I was ashamed and bashful.
I spent 3 and half years under couple of scholars. Honestly it was not super and fascinating. Simply and broken Persian – Arabic literacy plus rigorously and ever expanding religious roles were penetrating from scholars lips. Zooming the baffled image of the periods and boosting the voices I recall the long lasting and repeated religious slogans and lessons as “ there is are 10 sub pillars in Islam teaching ... starting by …. Ending by… “Who upon you do refuse it!!!
By time, I was thinking mosque education system irrelevant, funny and worthless coinciding big anxiety on negating my father’s advices. I was cocking(to be very careful abot some thing) eyes on naughty students of schools when their shoes Tlaq Toloq voices were penetrating from dirty, old , dark and scared { to me }glasses I was cocking my eyes to them . They were happy, naughty and free.

he says:
the best part of Islam is that it is always based on logic。
and it says that as you have been created by one God all human being has unique worth and you should love them equally
"always based on logic! who created me ?"
he replyed that it is up to your faith,but i think all world has been created by knowldege of God.
i wasn't agree with him ,my parents created me , that's logic,.
he said yes,you are right ,but they are just physical factors.

Q: should your children be a muslim ?
R: i think if the islam is the system of logic and huminty , he / she should respect it . So when he / she respect it they are muslim.

Q: they are free to chioce their religion as one new born.
R: yes, but normally if fathers act as islam the kids will follow him.when they grow i will teach them how to select their faith. when they are old , even they do not accept my faith { but with logic } i will hear their logic as well.

Q:will you upset if your sons dont agree your religion ?
R:No, if they can tell me the proofs then no problem.

Q:according the develpment of world, people like simple and easy life .
R:i am sure that islam can quench their logic.

what if you are a free faith as like me,when you meet one friend who trust his religion when he born ? i am messed about this topic
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